Here I am freaking out typing this after meeting the best guy who just clicks with me in my home town and I’m going off to school in literally four days.

And he literally is the best guy I met after stupid guy with his ex. Ugh.

I mean we always say that were not gonna go all out for a guy, or just didn’t feel like you clicked with them. Then you meet the guy who does get you and by the time you realized you really really do like him. It’s too late, and all you can say is “fuck”

Now I’m legitimately considering if I like this guy a lot or if I did like the past guys to the extent I like this guy but I just got over it.

Is there anyone who gives it their all or at least like 70% in the first few months and then just drifts away? This is legitimately me I can’t even handle myself sometimes.